Saturday, April 22, 2006

Its like 1am and I can't believe he doesn't even believe anything I say to him...always thinking without asking me first. Well for the past week I guess w been fighting about my 2 friends. He thinks I'm cheating on him with one of them which isn't true at all.. What's the point of gng out if he will always thinking I'm always lying to him. Its like this 1 song I heard, the guy thinks his girl is cheating on him which isn't true...if he keeps it up, she will end up
cheating on him.

Gosh doesn't him know I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!! I NEVER, NOT EVEN ONCE have i cheated on him. I would never in my whole life would never cheat on him with someone else.

Gosh today my friend hak just fucking asked what im i doing..and i knew he was gonna get mad bout it...he brought it up again...telling me that im hiding shit frim him...WHAT THE FUCK IM NOT FUCKING HIDING SHIT...FUCKING NOTHING AT ALL...THIS SHIT IS GETTING ME FUCKING PISSED OFF BECAUSE HE DOESNT BELIEVE ONE FUCKING WORD I'M SAYING.

I KNEW HE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE ANYTHING..MIGHT AS WELL LEAVE HIM IF HE DOESNT TRUST OR BELIEVE ANYTHING I SAY.

Being in a relationship is all about TRUSTING EACH OTHER. And if he cant do that with me..then he cant be with me at all...im just so pissed at the moment. Of all the guys i been with...he was the only one i truly love the lost and i would to lose him because he doesnt trust me at all.

I know EXACTLY what you gonna say if i wanted to break up. "YOUR NO DIFFERENT FROM ALL THE GIRLS I BEEN WITH. THEY ALL CHEATED ON ME. I CANT STOP YOU BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH..." He will always i mean always think that way.

I MARILYN FUCKING DAVIS NEVER FUCKING SLEPT WITH NO FUCKING GUY(S) EVER SINCE OR EVERYTIME HE GOES TO THE FUCKING P.I. I BEEN ALWAYS MOTHER FUCKING FAITHFUL ALL THIS FUCKING TIME...MOTHER FUCKER THIS IS FUCKING GETTING ME FUCKING PISSED AS HELL...

I CANT FUCKING SLEEP...