Wednesday, August 09, 2006
When's the last time I ever wrote on this....2 months ago...that's long. I can't sleep...like always wats knew...wat i mostly rite about when sometimes bored or upset about. I don't know wat I should do anymore...I'm telling you life sucks...nothing good really comes out. So wats knew, nothing....my boyfriend thinks I'm fucking cheating on him (LIKE ALWAYS, DOES IT EVER CHANGE....NO) Maybe I should let him think that way, it's not going to make any difference. I fucking NEVER cheated, not even once...I love him so much why should I go for someone else. Maybe he's the one cheating on me??? Because he said he was only going to be in the Philippines for just 2 weeks then it extended to 3 then it became 4. Business my ass!!
Sometimes I feel like just leaving, sometimes I can't...been with him for so long I can't even leave. It's like hard because we did so much together and dont really want to mess it up by leaving. Sometimes I swear I should of just left, ALWAYS bringing up the day he left for the Philippines. Saying I cheated on him or I'm like hiding so much shit from him.
Sometimes I feel like just leaving, sometimes I can't...been with him for so long I can't even leave. It's like hard because we did so much together and dont really want to mess it up by leaving. Sometimes I swear I should of just left, ALWAYS bringing up the day he left for the Philippines. Saying I cheated on him or I'm like hiding so much shit from him.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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