Monday, May 09, 2005
♥ ....so lost on everything....
Let's see today not in the mood for anything right now. I don't know just upset about everything...Well anyways I'm outta here at my boyfriend's house. Well I guess my ex-boyfriend...I don't know...I got mad about a lot of things. I don't know if I should end it. I got so mad I started packing mostly everything of mine. He thinks I'm using him because I got no other place to live but his. WHICH ISN'T FUCKING TRUE. I got to pissed off I wanted to end it right there, but I'm I doing the right thing of breaking it up with him? I really like him a lot and I don't know what I should do.
Well anyways I'm giving him back everything he bought me, well I don't think I will do my online business thing anymore. So tomorrow after I ship everyone's item I'm closing both my online store. I don't think I'll have it running ever again. I think I'm going to quit that and just do something else like just go to school find a real job instead of staying home and doing that stupid shit online. MONDAY WILL BE THE LAST DAY OF MY ONLINE STORE.
I need to go to school, that's what I will concentrate more then anything else. I think guys are just in the way of things. I need to concentrate on more important things. Maybe it's just me tripping about everything, I'm so lost.
That's it for me, I'm not going out with another guy for a long time. I'm going to wait at least maybe 2-3 years. I'm not kidding I'm willing to wait that long or maybe longer I'm just having so much bad luck with guys. Maybe I'm just dating the wrong people...maybe it's me who's doing things wrong...well I don't know...see how lost I am.
Well anyways right now I don't care about anything. He can go back to his ex or his so called friend in the philippines. I just think I'm in the way of one of them. He's always emailing which bothers me a lot I don't care what he says but it always bothers me no matter what
Well I'm getting so sleepy so I think I'm just gonna go to bed now. Latez
Well anyways I'm giving him back everything he bought me, well I don't think I will do my online business thing anymore. So tomorrow after I ship everyone's item I'm closing both my online store. I don't think I'll have it running ever again. I think I'm going to quit that and just do something else like just go to school find a real job instead of staying home and doing that stupid shit online. MONDAY WILL BE THE LAST DAY OF MY ONLINE STORE.
I need to go to school, that's what I will concentrate more then anything else. I think guys are just in the way of things. I need to concentrate on more important things. Maybe it's just me tripping about everything, I'm so lost.
That's it for me, I'm not going out with another guy for a long time. I'm going to wait at least maybe 2-3 years. I'm not kidding I'm willing to wait that long or maybe longer I'm just having so much bad luck with guys. Maybe I'm just dating the wrong people...maybe it's me who's doing things wrong...well I don't know...see how lost I am.
Well anyways right now I don't care about anything. He can go back to his ex or his so called friend in the philippines. I just think I'm in the way of one of them. He's always emailing which bothers me a lot I don't care what he says but it always bothers me no matter what
Well I'm getting so sleepy so I think I'm just gonna go to bed now. Latez
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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